I remember when the only things I cared about in life were anime, manga, DDR, and knowing if I was going to have a ride to a friend's house or not. And even though I can personally say that middle school and early high school were probably the most miserable moments of my life, I was happy with those things... hobbies, I guess you could call them. So what happened? My DDR mat collected dust and has folds in it I can't get out at all, my anime DVDs haven't been touched in years - plus I can't really seem to enjoy or get into any new anime I find. For the longest time I didn't even acknowledge the fact that I had manga (I kind of felt embarrassed to admit that I had spent hundreds on things that most people find stupid). And now that I can drive and have a car, there's not really anyone to hang out with. Everyone's so busy with work and/or school. Recently though, I've picked back up on manga, even buying new series - and enjoying them...a lot (Now I have 96 manga books....DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY THAT IS *o*!!). I play DDR for almost an hour everyday now again. Still can't really find any anime...but oh well. Perfect life? Nah, no where close. But I'm at least happy with indulging myself with these things.
This was a really random post. Sorry. It seemed like a good idea when I first started it, now I just feel like an idiot. Oh well! By the way, I'm super obsessed with Fallout 3 and Wet...so if you don't hear from me, that's why >_>...
Anyone want to do anything sometime? Lemme know, text or call....or something!! I'm so bored that I actually organized my makeup container yesterday just so I would have something to do...and let me tell you, I have a lot of makeup.
Saturday Oct. 24 - work: 2 ~ 10 Sunday Oct. 25 - work: 1 ~ 6 Monday Oct. 26 - work: 8 ~ 1 Tuesday Oct. 27 - free (DJ Hero and Tekken 6 come out :D!) Wednesday Oct. 28 - work: 4:15 ~ 10 Thursday Oct. 29 - work: 8 ~ 4:30 Friday Oct 30. - work: 8 ~ 4:30 Saturday Oct. 31 - awayHAPPY HALLOWEEN!! Sunday Nov. 1 - away Happy Halloween Hangover Day! (don't worry, it's an inside joke.) Monday Nov. 2 - work: 9 ~ 2 Tuesday Nov. 3 - free Wednesday Nov. 4 - free Thursday Nov. 5 - work: 8 ~ 4:30 Friday Nov. 6 - work: 8 ~ 4:30 Saturday Nov. 7 - work: 2 ~ 10 ...and that's as far as I know my work schedule... Other important dates....(I'm bored, okay??) Tuesday Nov. 17 - LEFT 4 DEAD 2 RELEASE DAY!!!! *throws confetti* Friday Nov. 20 - *cough*New Moon movie comes out*cough*
...jesus christ I work too much :( IT'S MY RITE AID, AND I LOVE IT.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. This has been a good-game-explosion recently. I mean come on, all these games coming out now just make me fill with glee. We got ODST, Arkham Asylum, Left 4 Dead 2, Brutal Legend, DJ Hero, Wet...and that Dead Space game for the Wii....but I don't have a Wii so shhh.
Chayneta-Ashley-Madi-time was super fun. And super smushed *_* lulz. But it was fun. Thank you for picking me up and for all the fun C= Miss joooooooooo.
You know, as of right now I really, really, really seriously feel like just quitting my job because I'm so tired of working so much, and I always get shit hours. I work just enough to barely make it to the full-time cut off line. So basically it's like I work full-time without the extra pay/benefits. And I think it's shit. I don't want to work full-time, or anything near it. I miss having ME time. I only get about two days a week off from work, which in those two days I spend the night at Ashley W.s' house or try to go hang out with some other people. But at the same time I hate being at home with my mom. She's constantly asking me for money, followed by letting me know how much of a shitty daughter I am if I don't give her the money. Same goes with going back and forth to stupid places like Giant for things like milk or cat food, or McDonalds, which I have to pay for anyway. My mom easily owes me over $2,000 now. I never really wanted to admit it, but I've had enough. I used to have so much money in my bank account, now it's spiraling downward so fast I can't even believe it. If I ever do splurge and spend a lot of money on myself, it's money from MY paycheck, I do not take money out of the bank to go shopping. My saved money is for "rainy days," college, car insurance, and other car related things. So why do I have to give up my money to my mom? Oh, because if I didn't we would be kicked to the curb, because someone doesn't know how to manage money. Today I took my car to a car wash for the first time....that ended in fail. I ran out of change and had to drive my half soapy car to go get change, because I still had to vacuum it out too (picking up grandparents tomorrow, they will kill me if it's dirty soooo yup). I'm kind of excited for tomorrow....well, the second half of the day at least. I gotta get up all early, go to the bank to uhm...fix something my mom kind of fucked up, then go get my grandparents to go with me to pay my car insurance bill (they are nice enough to want to pay the first month :x!!) and help me set it up so the bill just comes out of my checking account once a month so I'm not freaking out to come up with $532 every 6 months. After all that, I'm going to Ashley's house to spend the night. And we're going to go see The Collector....ommmmg we've been wanting to see that so long. Hopefully we have a better movie theater experience than from when we went to go see The Orphan...ugghhhh, good movie, but people are dicccccks. Then we're having a shoot-zombies-all-night-a-thon. AKA Left 4 Dead and Dead Rising until about 7am. Maybe a little bit of Dead Space........and maybe throw Mirror's Edge in there....even though there are no zombies in that. The other day was fun! I got off of work around 6pm and decided "Oh what the hell, I need new makeup anyway!" and went ZOOOOOM to Ulta, because I'm a racecar! And then BAM. Chayneta, Ashley, and Angel. I was like "zomg<3" We played in Five Below, and then everyone went away and I was sad :I...Then I somehow ended up over at Dawn's house hanging out with Dawn, her boyfriend Travis, Ashley W., and Brandon, until like 2am, and the only reason I left was because they were all getting traaaashed. Fun to watch though. I laughed so hard I thought I was going to piss myself. Then I had to do the 8am-1pm shift today. Boooo. I wish my computer DID'NT suck, and that I could play Aion before the beta closes....I have to go to Ashley's or Pat's house to play it lawlz. I might actually pay Pat to build me a computer....because he paid a total of like $800 for his and it runs so nice....not to mention it plays The Sims 3, Aion, WoW (well, used to), and like 439875467890645897 other games. But I don't know how I would explain a new computer to my mom. "Uhhh....I found it :D! And lost almost $1,000 in the process. Don't know how that one happened!" I just want to play Aionnnnnnnn :whines: I'm going to post my work schedule here soon, so we all can figure out when to chill :3
Fuck. You. Shakira. And. You're. Fucking. She Wolf. Song. Been stuck in my head all day. Goddamn. So. Life is taking a huge turn for everyone, huh? Everyone is heading off to college here soon...Not me though :I ...hurhur. I will eventually. Not now. That's all I have to say about that. A girl I used to be close to just got knocked up and plans on keeping it. Hm hmmhmmmm. And on top of all the Vincent, Dad, and Grandparent drama (dear god if you only knew it all...) now my mom is going to rehab! OH BOY. I already knew she had a huge drinking problem and dabled a little too much with pain pills and muscle relaxers, but she wont tell me what else she does/did. T.T! This past week has just been one drama event after the other. Sometimes I feel like if it weren't for the fact that I have the "ability" to "act" so "childish" and just let myself go whenever I want, that I would of broken down months ago. How much can one person take, seriously? Where the fuck is my rainbow? I want to know where the hell I fucked up in my life that all I get is shit thrown at my feet. Who knows. I'll keep my head up and keep my eyes forward. No time to go back. Life is what it is, nothing to do about it but keep going and hope for the best as you do everything you can in your power. I wish though, that I could be one of those girls who only had to worry about how her hair looked that day, if her shoes matched her shirt, and what time she was going to go out to dinner with her friends. But no. I get to sit around wondering where my mom is and what she's up to at 4AM, and how my father is a ticking time bomb ready to explode, and how my grandparent's are pretty damn pissed off at me. Oh ho ho, and that's just the icing on this layered cake. Well, I feel a little better now. Going back to dancing around....to NOT Shakira >_>
